I'm sorry babe

I know you're probably tired of the way i am but i really want to do so much for you, i dont want to be this way and my intentions were never out of wanting to make you feel this way, i dont know if you still want to support me in trying to change, because you already tried to and you even told me you were annoyed that you have to, i'm sorry im this way and i know im responsible for it, whether or not you want to believe me its my fault for breaking your trust and hurting you in the first place, i'll try my best to change to be more honest with you, i want to be fully honest about everything, because i genuinely cherish you so much and you bring me happiness in my life, your my source of life and the only person i wanna care for, you're the person i feel most comfortable with out of everyone else i've met, and i'm sorry it turned out this way, i'm sorry for every single lie i told you and even if you dont believe me its up to me to show you i can change, i'm sorry babe.