Elephant in the room

December 18th, 2025 "I slept again up to 3 pm, atleast I tried to get myself to therapist however all places were taken. I sent my job resume to job portal but I am not sure if someone will take me so I need to take deal in my hands. I have only 4 antidepressants left but I only could get a ticket for more through my therapist which I can't access due to queue. Today I need to focus on writing a book about my view on cosmos."