UNWANTED.

What's it feel like to be lied to again and again? Having to deal with the feeling of knowing that no one ever notices you when you're alone. They all believe that you seem to be fine. Even though you aren't. They don't know how to help you. So why not tell them? Doubt. You believe it's just gonna happen the second that moment leaves their minds. They're going to forget again. And again. And again. Left to continue thinking to yourself, is this really what I must go through? Would anyone notice if I just left? Do any of them even hear me? I keep trying to distract myself from it. But now It's been too long. TOO LONG. I don't like being left alone, but I can't force them to be around me. That's selfish. I want to be around them. But do they want to be around me, is the better question. I'm tired. And I can't satisfy anything for the life of me. I don't have anything that can help anyone. This isn't "Goodbye.", This is "Where are you?". Stop leaving me alone. I hate being alone.